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thanks for everything...u dont even deserve to be my fren..you are ought to be out of my life all those reason u give to me are simply bullshit...i wont hate you but i will jus leave u alone...n i really meant it, jus leave me alone...im over n done wif u out u go...........truth has been reveal n secrets are no more longer hiding..
*extract from Kak Didi's Blog* You guys are my wonderwall.....Heart u guys alot!!
27th May 08 -Breaking up day..finally not loking forward for it but i have no choice he makes the decision to go seperate way....im taking things slow and easy..i noe its pretty hard but still LIFE HAS TO MOVE ON...Thanks for all the love dat u have given to me from the starting we met but still I have not yet feel the full love from you..ur care n concern and ur seriousness in a relationship To my dearest fren out there, Thanks for being there for me throughout the tim where i break down n when i start my complain..TO Syasya: thanks for being there for me in schol when i broke down a few times... u give me advice n the spirit to move on.tangan ringan je nak bagi pat tu laki....hahahaTo Iza: Nasihat kau memang betul, kadang2 we are sick n tired of all this guy..they jus giving us a plain headache...kau bagi aku semangat untuk memperjuangkan hak wanita.hhahahamacam faham je hanisTO Jay: U gurl rock...kau faham tl situasi yg aku lalui aku tau at times aku ni degil sikit but when i reflect back there is a lot of thing i need to noe in a relationship.....thanks for al the support..To Kak Didi: U give me the spirit n perseverance to move on..u went through alot den me the experience that u told me really wakes me up n hanis sadar krg its not easy to get the rite person for u to love.....To Nad: u have been dere throughout my life u give me ample warnings n reminder but i refuse to listen but end up i give in n here i am rite now trying to stand tall back on my two feet wif no love one beside me....BUT U GUYS ARE STIL THE LOVE ONE THAT WILL MAKE MY DAY HAPPY N ENJOYABLE>...muacks****i thank you for the memories dat we had until today i did not hate you but i still care and love for u.....if we were meant to be together, i will meet u again in my next chapter..InsyaAllah...end of chapter for my love cycle:i will miz u my dearest shahraifulnizam-
I want this scooter!!!preety cool vespa!!I LOIKE
50 Universal Truths About Men
By: Bob Grant, L.P.C. “The Relationship Doctor”
1. Why should I remind you that “I love you?” I already told you once.
2. I’ll do anything for sex; even commit to you for life.
3. I hate arguing with you. I’d much rather find a compromise.
4. I love long hair. Sorry, but I do.
5. When you speak softly, I can’t help but listen.
6. I need to be told “no” sometimes. Not a lot, but every now and again reminds me that you are expensive.
7. Please don’t ask me how you look unless you’re willing to trust my answer.
8. My eyes notice other women a lot more when you are upset with me.
9. When you’re happy with me I can’t help but want to please you.
10. If I don’t feel I can make you happy, it makes me feel helpless.
11. I expect you to be ready when I pick you up.
12. Cigarettes make any woman look cheap and easy.
13. I'm scared if I let a woman inside my heart, she'll take advantage of me.
14. If you can’t stand up to me when I’m a brat, you’re too weak for me to open up to when I’m upset.
15. Sitting quietly next to me after you’ve made me a meal is your get-out-of-the-doghouse-free ticket. You’ll be surprised how quickly I can forgive.
16. You did something hurtful. If I never bring it up, I’m considering leaving you.
17. I don’t read minds. Remember, I’m not a girl.
18. You may know fashion, but I wish you’d dress to please me, not other women.
19. If I’m losing my hair, it’s not funny. Would you like me to joke about your weight?
20. When I talk to you about golf and you act bored, it would be nice for you to remember all the times I listened to you talk about what is important to you.
21. The woman I love is easy to please. She appreciates the effort I put into making her happy, even if I get the details wrong.
22. You look hot in a dress.
23. I hate being told what to do when I don't ask for help. It makes me feel you're my mother.
24. If you sleep over, I might eventually marry you, but I'm less motivated.
25. During sex my ears are as sensitive to your words as your skin is to my touch.
26. I need some type of signal or cue to walk across the room and approach you. What if you’re married!?
27. It makes me feel like you trust me when you ask for my advice.
28. It feels competitive when you insist on being in charge.
29. Being respected is more important to me that being loved.
30. I want every guy to envy me when we arrive as a couple. Please don’t let yourself go.
31. When I’m upset I am very tone sensitive. How you say it is more important that what you say..
32. I hate it when you minimize/ignore my compliments. It makes me want to stop giving them.
33. I’m more insecure than you think. Why do you think I need your respect so much?
34. I don’t always know how I feel. That’s why I don’t tell you.
35. I don’t need you to do things for me. What I crave is being able to please you.
36. If I do one thing and say something contradictory – Go with my actions, that will always tell you what’s in my heart.
37. I find myself wanting to please you when you simply smile at me without asking for something. (Like a favor).
38. I really don’t want to hear about any of your ex-boyfriends, regardless of the point you are trying to make.
39. If I don’t share what I’m thinking it’s because I don’t think you will listen without interrupting.
40. I don’t like to argue and I don’t like to guess what’s wrong. Just tell me so I can fix it.
41. I love it when you put your hair in a pony tail. Yes, it’s a Freudian thing.
42. Don’t ask me, “Are you going to wear that?” when I’m already dressed.
43. A gentleman should always be respected by his lady in public, even if she is disagreeing with him.
44. If you don’t believe you’re pretty, you won’t believe me when I tell you, no matter how many times I say it.
45. It isn’t how much you weigh; it’s that your body is proportionate which is so attractive.
46. Sometimes I have weird and strange thoughts. I don’t take them seriously and I don’t want to share them with you (or anyone).
47. Sometimes you really don’t want to know what I’m thinking. See above.
48. If you cheat on me, it is nearly impossible for me to get over it.
49. I don’t remember everything about our relationship and that doesn’t mean I don’t love you.
50. I need some time to myself to calm down when I’m upset so that I don’t say something I will regret.
arghh im feeling soo stressed out la... shitos la
dah la motor rosak lagi, tube bocor. this time round tyre blakang... eeee geram nya!!!! dah dua bulan berturut2 my tyre giving me problem............
guess im going to change both rim n change the tyre too.. hati sakit seh tngk motor cam gini je..
u think u care that much about the bike...
.. entah la i have no words to say..
bee it n im jus seeing the changes in u.... im getting bored of it, seriously !
arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
flash are killing me too n i dont have patience for it...tolong la!!!!
SHUT UP!
Tuesday morning!!
Feels good to wake up with the sunshine shining brightly on ur face!! weheee...
BUT its Tuesday and there is a lot of stuff to work on...Counting down, 4 more days to go and ITS SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!
YIPEEE YA YO BUT still have to work mah....ahhahaa
Quick Update on whats going on:
Last Saturday:
Make a trip to Johor to visit Abg Rijal aunt's house. She bought a house over there, and im telling u, the house is super duper big leh!!!!
POWER giler... Sis and abg ijal fetch mum n I arond 10.30pm. I was already shagged by den caused early on was out to meet my fren to discuss on my new roles.
Mum wasnt feeling well cause she had migraine early on but she tried her best to be strong and we still proceed on. Dad didnt follow cause he had religious class the next day. So we make our trip there and reach johor around 12.30am.
We make a trip to Pasar Borong near Johor before making our way to Taman Bukit Indah where Abg Ijal Aunt's stay.
Its like midnight n people out there are still shopping for their groceries. Pasar Borong exactly like Geylang Serai but its big and spacious.. So out we go n haunt for ikan pari and two other fish. They wanted to make ikan bakar...yum yum..grab a cd crita Ikan Duyung and Ayat2 Cinta.
Duyung was fun and Ayat2 Cinta a bit lembab.
Dear fall in love with Puteri...hahaha.. dream on dear one day i will bring Puteri tu u k...hehehe...
he says that it has been a long time he have that feeling on an artist, liking someone..hhaha.. apa dah....
Den over at Johor, the weather was super scroching hot!!!.. sedangkan pukul 12malam masih panas ni... but i was fast asleep dah tak tahan ngantuk betul..hahaha.. my mum n sis semua tak leh tido but as for me, i was deep into sleep sampaikan nyamuk gigit my leg!!! geram tul.. no one get bitten except for me..hahah..
Next day woke up n we visited the showroom of Bukit Taman indah!
IT WAS FREAKING N SUPER NICE THE SHOWROOM!!
I FALL IN LURVE WIF ONE OF THE SHOWROOM!!....it was completely amazing and the way the designer designed them, it was super nice and the wallpaper used was pretty cool n nice..their concept was more to the nature style. COOL!!!
den after zuhur around 2 we make our way back home.. it was freaking hot by that time. We head down to Giant to shop. We spent RM236 at GIANT alone!! hahhaha.but cool we seriously get a lot of stuff back there at Giant.
big problem at the kastam...kene police yg stuck up.kuangajar seh n we all totally bingit. dah la bnyk barang pat dalam van n dia suruh kita keluarkan semua!!! termasuk periuk2.. kuangajar seh tu org nak kene smack seh. tak brhati perut, dah lah berat n we have to carry up the escalator, to the scanning of passport n out we go... along the way, semua org dah membebel..hahaha.. cant stop laughing but seriously la berat giler seh.. den my mind dah nak pitam. pity mum shes having migraine up till today.
Guess due to the weather tht makes mum having the migraine.
Was a great outing but I need more days over there..
Monday - Vesak Day
Great outing with IZA!!! we went for tour RIDING!!!.
At the same time haunt for her lappy..
Wohoo thanks ar za! Love u babe!! u make me noe the road well.. hahhaa..
ok now i noe how to go to Bugis after which to Explanade den to Mount Faber..hahhahaha..but need to go for a second trip n need to get myself familiarise again.
we pose wif the bike n bumblebee was smiling all the way getting himself on camera and he was famous for that day...drop by at siglap Mac d..
Pretty small town and best place to chill out...
Gurl we should have our next trip coming up ya!!!
Muacks* orite got to go ...
Adious..
Back for a minute... On the very this day : 080508 I hereby announced to you that you have OFFICIALLY qualified for a All your hardwork and pesevernce and ME giving u the support do works Thaniah n Syabas!! Now is the time to dream on for your upcoming bike... More updates coming up real soon.
burp* oops sorry jus had nasi beriyani early on. Pretty heavy but no choice me super hungry..heehhee
CONGRATS TO DEAR for passing his TP
2B LICENSE
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE
DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
*****Give the nice guys a chance*****
Holdin Hands-
Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
Cuddling-
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
Movies-
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
Loving each other-
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.
Laying below the stars-
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush....
guys: no grabbing!!!
een a hectic week in school lately.....
because of the CPA EXAM I get all the blame...
THis entire week i was tasked with the TA n my part time trainer to set up the computer lab for the preparation of exam ... u imagine exams is jus in 4 days to go, and she informed us last friday!! STUPIDE kan!!! serious seh im totaly giving up on this school, shes too much for me to handle, org buat baik tak cakap terima kasih tapi nak kata kitaorg tak buat kerja ..
damn ar, kta kene angkat printer, kene kene climb up n down 3rd storey n wat she does was like sitting in the lab and only come up at the very last minute..
Apa tak geram seh, org dah penat den ad lagi dia nak tukar2 setting.. macam nak sepak seh !!! SERIOUSLY!!
den smalam in lab 2 we are supposed to do all the lab but to us macam redundant imagine la ada 4 pc in a row den 2 students in each row sh expect kalau satu down they wil shift to another pc, den macam merepek kan kalu both down, limit they will seat together and copy kan!! STUPID SEH!!! dia ingat dia betul pe..
My ta pun lagi satu, almak i jus do not no wat to say, cause of him la, alih2 Ms Chee ingat im resposible for eveything....
She wanted us to do all in lab 2 but its already .30 and wat do u expect , dah time balik pe den she called 15min later den tau2 si Imran bilang dia yg semua dah habis..
MAti ar at that point of time.We hide from her by right i should tell her the realy situation tapi org dah tak larat seh nak jumpa muka dia....
tak faham bahasa kitaorg penat. tak kisah langsung pasal kita...ingat apa , kita ROBOT???
den syasya n myself was like hiding from her n guess wat, SHE DID A SPOTCHECK LA! dia tak puas hati cause dia pun hairan kenapa cepatnah buat.. deh dats it... dead zone for us...
I quickly off my phone and of i go for my tuitio.den semua dah cabut left me alone, apa seh.....
she called but i was riding den end up she msg me..
The message sound this way :
"I have requested all pCs in Lab 2 to be setup for the exam. Al the 3 of you ignored MY request. HANIS, it is not quite right. Please se me after the practical exam tmrw(today)."
tu lah kata2 manis dia pat aku...baik pe SLAH AKU PE!!!!!!!!! i was like so freak out..
den this morning she did talked to me after the practical exam...
start of well den bla2 dere she goes.She asked what hapend semua den i told her i apologise for wat happened yesterday den i told her its not my fault cause IMran told us not to do it cause we also think dat it is redundant and we cant even have the time to finish off... penat giler..
den dah gitu dia cakap ar, apa dah jadi semalam boleh merosakan PRESTASI KAu PAT SKOLA!!!
BULLSHIT AR JUS BECAUSE OF ONE MISTAKE< U MAKE A BIG FUSS AND U GONNA SAY THAT MY STANDARD OF WORKING IN TAMP SEC HAV DROPS!!!
damn it ar, kirakan selama ni kau ingat aku perfect??? HELLO nt all human being are prepared!!!
geram seh org......seriously was a bad day for this whole week wif her. asyik nak cari pasal
IM NOT THE TA OK!!! IM AN IT INSTRUCTOR NOT THOSE HE CARRY ALL THE PRINTER N CPU!!!
bulshitos la........haz...
schol is geting tougher day by day and im getting pissed of. dere are starting to get demanding...
go die la, org dah penat seh asyik nak dengarkan kata2 korang.....heck wif it
den in te evening Imran met her and say sorry about wat happen yesterday den she also told imran tat, what u did yesterday CAN cause hanis effort for all this while to go down the drain, uslesss....
hati dgr sakit seh....
haiz, sabar selagi boleh sabar...tak lama lagi out i go from this skool la....gol wif u mdm andartu...
haha ..kk im getting tired. the longest entry for today..
tmrw his TP...
wishing him all the best...
hey everyone...
Help i simply need help and someone please rescue me!!! I have a crush on a MAC D guy!!!! hhahaha.. It was a nice and interesting way of meeting this guy. It was a mamorable one and I cant simply forget the day...hehhee
It all happen yesterday. In the morning send him to work as I have to pass my specs to him... After which I head back home.. On my way back after making a right turn out of parkway, I saw this two MacD guy waiting on the road patiently. I realise that one of his frens were waving at me but hanis step tak nampak ajelah. jual mahal katakan...hahhaa...lepas buat roundabout i exit my way to ECP...actually did not expect anything but was on the look out mana tau Abg MacD was behind me..hahhahaa..
AND IT TURN OUT TO BE TRUE!!!!. was checking my right side mirror at alll time to keep a look out.. sekali one of the macD guy was riding the same route as me.. So hanis apa lagi, step cool n keep on the right lane at all time. hhahaa..SEKALI , si abg MacD ni tiba2 muncul sebelah org, riding side2 by side.. step buat bodoh ar jual mahal.. bila aku spee, dia pun speed, den me like, hey apa dia nak ni..hahaa...sekalai member start berbual ON THE ROAD!!! can u imagine that !!! TALKING ON THE ROAD WI STRANGER>!!!
He asked my name and asked me how long I have been riding and where im heading too..haha den I told him..den HE ASKED FOR MY NUMBER!!!! dalam hati, almak abg MACd mintak number la..hahahaha. but seriously handsome bangat ar!!! he has an INTERESTING CHARACTER...
SO WE EXCHANGE NUMBER ON THE ROAD!!! haha... den dia cakap he will give a miss cal which he did ar.hhahaha..cool rite exchanging number on the road???hhahaa after giving my number he make his exit so Siglap road....hahhaha...dalam hati, cair habis cause abg hansem bangat wit his goat teee lagi...awwww....
den from there drop him an sms jus saying that it was nice meeting him on the road...hhahahaa..tak perna umum kenal2 org pat road...
dah kenal2 semua den he ask kalu nak teman to go ah boy shop, den i was like ermmmmmm, den I old him ok anything den he met me under my tuition block n off we go....
BUT ABG MACD dah attached la!!! hahaah his my age actually graduated from ngee ann sec and currently serving NS which will end next year may...terlepas peluang nak kenal2 dgn dia...hhahaa.. he makes my day wif a smile..along the journey we interact wel n we talk about bikez....hes great he own a spark which dear which to have in the upcoming months.. he asked if im attached but i say ya but complicated...hhaha cause i myself do not have the answer to his question...
after getting to ah boy we make our way to beach road for a while for a drink...dgn sardine nya I told him, u blanja ar, cause i need to withdraw m money...hahhaa, ISH ISH ISH hanis!!! where is ur manners....OMG...
his an interesting guy, kecoh like me also and talks alot...hahaa thats the reason why i dont feel weird meeting him jus after knowing him on the road..
We parked our bike near beach road pavement to have a drink. After 15min we head back home... ON our way to take our bike, i was like screaming to him "HIDAYAT!!! MY BIKE!!!" and we both we laughing like mad person. MY BIKE KENE ANGKAT DGN "baya" hahhaa...they were cuting down the tress therefore they are clearing the bike on the pavement..hhahaa..kekek habis seh...never in my life motor kene angkat selama aku ride n park...non stop laughing den i told him, u make a u turn for me la cause its a bit hard for me to reverse back...so dia tok my key n ride my back to make a reverse. HE told me to start his bike den i was like figuring out...hmm cam mana nak start ni..fikir2 nya fikir den tak terfikir ada itu kick start..SLENGE NYA HANIS.
den i asked him ,"eh dayat, cam ana nak start?" he replied "pakai kick sttart syg!" ..hhaa i was like melting....
ok ok hanis should stop the ho ha ho ha...hahhaha
so we ride our way home and he give me advice along thw way about my bike. he told me that my bike rims dah bengkok kene jaga2 tak leh bawak laju2 sangat.HES SO SWEETTT...
hhahaha weewittt
OVerall it was a perfect meet up wif him....NICE knowing him and tak menyesal la kenal dia... great knowing u Mr MacD....
*ouch ouch ouch* the heat now a days are scorching hot and i burntmy butt while riding my bike!!!! hahah SERIOUSLY..dat happens early on when m making my way back home from tuition. Parked my bike at the carpark with no shade so by the time i reach, the bike seat was super dan heaty and i was wearing my track pants..
FUlamak sekali duduk boleh terbakar butut..hahaha..until now i feel the pain..hahhaha..kekek seh.tak boleh tahan la riding bike gues im going to switch to taking car license.. SO i wont be tanned and im save inside the car with the aircon on..hhehehhaha...
InsyaAllah I will register for btt real soon.weeee..
hey dear TP is coming up next week. less den 7 days..his fraking worried and scared for his TP but I told him to chill out relax and jus be yourself. BUT dont be too over confidence. That's important...funny la him...But it is due to the certain reason that causes him to have a bit of phobia..
InsyaAllh u can do it dear... Give your best shot u can do it!! Pray to GOD and mintak pertunjuk dari DIA.. Pohon doa dan minta doa selalu.. Cant wait for the big day..
Too much of TP till we skip the day we met on the 05/05.....hope he rememeber else we jus look n seee how it goes...
after his TP i do not noe wat is his plan...
lots of things taken place this few weeks but im jus taking mysef of it n be happy..
OH YA I DID BOUGHT A FACIAL PRODUCT YEStERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and it cause 180 bucks!!!!! argh should not have bought it soo soon... grr now cannot go shopping liow.. =(......
