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"Never Ever"A few questions that I need to knowhow you could ever hurt me soI need to know what I've done wrongand how long it's been going onWas it that I never paid enough attention?Or did I not give enough affection? Not only will your answers keep me sane but I'll know never to make the same mistake againYou can tell me to my face or even on the phoneYou can write it in a letter, either way, I have to knowDid I never treat you right?Did I always start the fight?Either way, I'm going out of my mindall the answers to my questionsI have to find My head's spinningBoy, I'm in a dazeI feel isolatedDon't wanna communicateI'll take a shower, I will scourI will rubTo find peace of mindThe happy mind I once owned, yeah Vexing vocabulary runs right through meThe alphabet runs right from A to ZConversations, hesitations in my mindYou got my conscience asking questions that I can't find I'm not crazyI'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, noI'm just waiting'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long Never ever have I ever felt so lowWhen you gonna take me out of this black hole? Never ever have I ever felt so sadThe way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad Never ever have I had to findI've had to dig away to find my own peace of mindI've Never ever had my conscience to fightThe way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right I'll keep searchingDeep within my soulFor all the answersDon't wanna hurt no more I need peace, got to feel at easeNeed to be.Free from pain - going insaneMy heart aches, yeah Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my headThe alphabet runs right from A to Z Conversations, hesitations in my mindYou got my conscience asking questions that I can't find I'm not crazy,I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrongI'm just waiting'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long Never ever have I ever felt so lowWhen ya gonna take me out of this black hole? Never ever have I ever felt so sadThe way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad Never ever have I had to findI've had to dig away to find my own peace of mindI've Never ever had my conscience to fightThe way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4 You can tell me to my face,You can tell me on the phone, Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe'Cause I really need to know You can tell me to my faceYou can tell me on the phoneUh, You can write it in a letter, babe'Cause I really need to know You can write it in a letter, babeYou can write it in a letter, babe
Arghh why im feeling moody rite now at workplace...Really sucks when this attitude come back again..
ho ho ho
Today is the official day where my Internet gets TERMINATED!!
SO to all the ladies and gentlemen reading my blog, from today onwards i wont be able to access to internet..Wee soon signing up to a new one. SO jus be patient k guys..
Yah forget one thing, DONT MISS ME WHILE IM AWAY!!! hahah..but sadly to say i will be damn bored hor once i end my attachment. NO more access to laptop at work and the internet=(..Hmm wat else should i say over here.
lalala tamplong...arghhhhhhhhhh.im dead bored now!!
Hmm im wondering,can i survive witout internet for this few months or years even??hahha
Woit..hmm been 3 days tak blog seh...So left another 6 more weeks i guess to complete my SIP...WEEEE cant wait for the holiday to come and at the same time fasting month is approaching soon.. SO time to lose weight....hahahha..
Ouh yah last Sunday went out wif JAy, Min and N for an outing. THis time round was at MArina. Had another game of bowling over there....weee wasnt that good in playing that but jus try my best and hit the pins...SO first round i won but NO STRIKE!!! hehe.. BUt itu pun anu bola tak pass.. I go and slammed on the floor. hahah kekek seh tngk kan. "Hanis u angry is it, dont slammed the ball ".. i was laughing out loud over there when i vrytime my tur, i tend to bang the ball real hard.. hehe. When i see the guys place, the walk n throw them in a smooth and nice way...So solid men..ehhe. Before that went to play arcade while waiting for the lane to be free. This gerl i tell u, they are damn loud especially MIN!! she shout here and there especially when we are playing the LOst World game..hehe.. Sadly dont have the game that we wanted, i forget wat it is called..weeee...Walk walk ,talk talk, sing sing then off we go home.. Reach back home at 9 plus...Phew tiring but had a great time..
SO SHOUT OUT TO THE DUAPOSEN GERLS!!! NEXT OUTING WE GO FOR A GAME OF BOWLING??? NAk tak ???hehe. PEr set 3.90 so individual rounghly bawa 10 dollar kalau nak main dua set..eheheh..
Meh meh mari kita enjoy dulu sebelum sekolah buka!!!! weeee..
here the story goes....
Hey been a while i didnt get the chance to talk to my sis. Not that we quarrel just that her works refrain both of us from meeting up back at home and have a good chat. Lately she have been returning home quite late until 12 midnight. So by the time she reach home, i will be soundly asleep cos usually i will knock off at 10 plus..So kinda miss her chat and crazyness =(.Tonnes and tonnes of work they have to do an little man power to handle them. Thats what iza been telling me lately.
Seen her getting skinnier and at the same time she fell ill. Had a chat wif mum early on saying that sis had a fight wif his fiance for the past few days over houses that they plan to buy...Gosh why cant Abg Ijal give in to her. Both of them are stubborn end up they quarrel. Sedih seh tngk kan. I can understand her feelings rite now. NO wonder abg Ijal dah lama tak call pat rumah and call my sis too . Haiz... lots of problem u have to face..
Not only that, at work also she have hard time teaching the temp staff. Gosh shes so STRESS OUT.. WWish i could help out. Then Si Usop did join in recently than my sis had been having a hard time teaching him and he sumtimes does work very slow and ask lots of question and sumtimes she have to repeat many time....Arghh why are they giving her so many problems. Not only that, she say that Usop only thinks about food and nothing else. When works come he tend to slack...
ARGhhh korang ni jgn ar buat macam gini at my sis seh.. PLease ar have the rite attitude at work and at the rite time. To Mala also hope u catch thing fast yah jgn delay deli......
GUess one day i should talk to u guys working there, so as to reduce my sis nya burdern...Thumbs up to iza cos shes been doing well even though she complained of tiredness.
Arghh!! jus feel like crying when i see my sis have to go through lots of problem out there. I understand this time round i have no birthday wishes from her and gift to .. Shes really in a tight situation as shes getting married next year...I understand wat u going thorugh sis but al i want is u to be back home early so that i can have a good chat wif u ...
MISS U ALOT SIS!!!
Ps: Za i really hope when u two are working in this company, aku tak nak korang macam often ada argument k...I jus feel bad tngk korang kalau bermasam muka..hehhe
start off wif a bad day today...first kali kene shoot dgn si Lim.. Asal boleh tuduh yg "AKU" assign the helpdesk to him yesterday sedangkan dia on leave..Ish darah up seh sekejapan..ok ar fine Actually si Christie yg assign that to him...ewah2 seronok betul tuduh hanis sembarangan. Ni dah masuk dua kali dia point pat hanis seh. Yg first punya actually si Pong yg anuh tup tup hanis yg kene blame. So i sound back ar yah its NOT me who assign to them...really sucks men. the person who shoot that to me is the same guy Lim..Nampak sangat seh dia nak asal boleh jump to conclusion that AKU yg assign tanpa BACA TU NYA HELPDESK SYSTEM!!! Lim next time gi tukar cerminmata ar. Hanis rasa its time to change ar...ARGHHH sort to the max seh..than si christ say yg shes the one assign to her..Abeh muka slamba tak cakap sorry seh ..wow that really make me SORT!!..Nampak nah kan dia macam mark on org melayu tak suka sangat seh, Kalau tak puas hati terus terang ar tak payah nak shoot2 indirectly ar...peng seh ada org cam gini, bangsa cina abeh nak pijak pala org.Abeh si pong nya slenge dia slow seh tangkap apa yg si Lim berbual...Mak oit boleh meradang seh tngk dia, lambat nah tangkap. Arghhh..
K than second thing is, si dehni Pong lagi asal boleh hembus tanya hanis pagi2 "Eh kau tau kan pasal AlQaeeda tak? "(si dehni gi sebut Al Kader WUAHAHHA)..
Den i told him
"Ya aku tau, Apasal? "
Than he say "Ouh kirakan kau pun one of the AlQaeeda nya org ar??"
Asal boleh si dehni shoot yg aku ni one of the AlQaeeda nya org...Mak oit dia tau cerita ke tak seh . Terus aku mad ar dekat dia. I told him, kau jgn sembarang tuduh yg aku ni one of the AlQaeeda nya org. Mentang2 aku pakai tudung, di ingat im member of them.. FULL OF CRAP LAH...kalau nak tanya tu biar betul soalan dia, ni tidak asal boleh shoot aje tu nya soalan..eeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiii geram seh dibuatnya...haiz kadang2 eh org cam gini susah ar nak explain..
K heres the funny part when i work in this office. Everytime user have problem they have to log a case to our helpdesk system so tat we can keep track of it. So whenever they come in, im the main person to stop them. So before seeing the it support that can help them, they have to loc a case at the oc in front
Some of the user i can say "BLIND". They cant even SEE OR READ the STOP sign outside our door asking them to log a helpdesk first.
So the funny part is sumtimes this user will come in and i will stop them and i will point to the pc in front. Some of them SO BLUR SOTONG tot THAT I ASK TO LOCK THE DOOR!!! hahah i was laughing like mad men me and pong...hehe..yeah they really lock the door. So embarass kan. THan the user wil unlock back the door..hehhe..SLENGE NYA DORANG!! CANT WAIT TO SEE MORE OF THIS!!!
WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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wee im back again for another entry..Phew jus reach home an hour ago, gosh today is the happiest day in my life turning 20!! Heheh. Had a great celebration wit my group of gerls "Duaposen" early on today. As i promised, treated them to Pizza hut.. wee finally my promised have been fulfilled!! yea..
As usually, actual meeting was at 1.45 but dorang punya star karat datang almost to 2.30...wuahha...Sort seh member..but patient je. rupanya si faz and jay dah reach sana dulu to search for my gift..heheh...Jahat seh korang tak inform siang2 kita dah lah tungu mana korang dua pegi..
So had fun and laughter wit the first 3 gerls dulu inside the train and si Iza start to colored me wif my fren.. Rabak seh member.. Hes only my fren seh than kau lak gi kecoh2 wif them, ish3 at last kena interrogate by them, therefore have to tell the whole situation. So had a girl talk wif the them and including me...Ouh yah before that pat pizza, was so paiseh!! when i was about to pay using nets.. Adake my nets nya pin asyik salah.Tried 3 times end up i give up...mak oit nya paiseh terpaksa lari gi atm and draw out...wuahah.. now having phobia paying stuff by nets...*slap slap*..
To my darlings out there:I guess we 6 have to make this outing more often so that we can get to understand each other much better ya...
Once again i would like to thank to all the people who have make my 20th birthday a pleasant and cheerful one.
First and formost my darlings Duaposen:
Iza
Fazrina
Jay
Mala
Rozi
- U gerls really rock men, eventhough we hardly meet up due to our busyness, somehow the gathering that we had today was really a meaningful one and full of blast..
And not forgetting to my "twin"
Mizan - hes the only guy who celebrate birthday wif me and his too..weee.. eventhough it was a short one, i do really appreciate that .
I really hope the six of u guys will always be close in my heart.No matter wat happens in ur life, im here to cheer u up and makes u feel better again...=)
Im confused puzzled and feeling down rite now!!
I jus dont feel good whenever im out wif u. I feared that u already have someone special out there who cares bout u..
i noe we are frens but jus that the incident u told me early on jus make me feel guilty...i wont want to hurt that someone out there..
U stood silence after wat happens btwn u and ur fren. If i knew i shouldnt ask u bout it.. Eventhough we had fun and laughter, but deep inside my heart i feel sorry for that gerl..
Argghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
wee...20 years old gerl are back again...Welcome to the world of 20 cents...hehe
SO hows my day yesterday??hmm
for the first 8 hours i celebrate it in office, i tell u its damn boring sitting there and no one noes that it was ur birthday unless one person break the news..hehhe. Bought for them Polar stuff to eat than did some work and our LO came down to visit.It was a quick and short one.TOt it will be long but thank god it was so short and sweet...hahha..he have to rush as his car was parked away from this building so he have to hurry off..wee glad men but hes a good LO..
Than 5.30pm is wat im waiting for..Yippeee ye ye..Went to meet my other "twins" hehhe..He was born the same day as me and i guess we are separated at birth..hahha..so headed to bedok for a quick dinner than watch the movie. Catch the Fantastic 4 show. Overall i can see its quite orite only that the ending is no good. The action pack is damn fast with all the loud noise and the thumping going on.. So well the show ends at 9 without us realising..ehhee..So than we headed home. Guess it jus didnt end well cos its already nite and i have to be back before 10 and also was back from work too. Sorry eh zan but no matter wat, i did enjoyed the day today eventhough its for a short while...NExt year i do hope to celebrate wif u again if we have the ooportunity to meet up again ya..Insyallah..Next time round we should go on a shopping spree or chill out at some place.hehe.
From wat i see if u were to celebrate ur birthday at work. it kinda lonely and u have less people wishing u or meet u until u have end ur work..How bored that can be.. I jus wish i could celebrate them in school wif my frens..hhaha
THanks to U guys out there for all the Birthday Wishes that came in from morning till Nite..
I do hope i have a Fruitful Journey In my 20 years old =)
Till here..Adious gonna get back to work ....
"Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Me"weee....Heheh kinda crazy rite now...Hey bored actually when its ur birthday today, and u r sitting here in the office kinda doing nothing..Argh wat the fish men i want to go out now...but i cant..haiz. Ouh yah an hour to go before our lecturer arrive..Jeng jeng.mr Jonathan coming in..So wat im doing now or wat should i do when he came in??Hmm thinking i guess i jus medle wif this user laptop so that to show him we did something.lalalala..Cant wait to end work reall soon....
Kinda keep a low profile at work today. Tot they already knew it when Kak didi and Kak Azlina pass me the present but saadly they noe it after i bought some polar for them...ahha ..Sad sad =(..Well never mind gona enjoy my LIFE TURNING 20!!!!!!
ok Go to go..
Miss you 14 July 2005
weeee been long time tak blog...
MISS U BLOGGY!!!!..Yeah me currently at work now =(..Gosh today unlucky day men. Was checking on the thumbdrive jus now and labeling the tag id but than when i found out 12 THUMBDRIVE "MISSING"..Shit men i hate. I asked them early on but thy say they returned back to me but than some of the partner took it away and u wont see them thumbdrive again...GOsh tmrw i have to unpack the newly laptop and check if theres and 2 piece thumbdrive inside them...ARGHH shucks men..Why do this have to happen ...That time i count ed with Christ, theres an exact no of it but then today after head count 12 when missing!!! Now im not in the mood scared im to blame but hello whi the hell took the other 12 thumbdrive!!! haiyooo.stress men...
OK enough of that. it jus blow my mind off!!! great to hear this...
Weee 2 more days to go before my big day...hahhah ...Lalalalalalalal....
*Ok crap hanis* u no need to broadcast to them..eheheh ...Haiz what else should i say here...
hmmm. ...hmmm ...lalala ok half an hour to go before im off from work...
Ouh yah Its raining heavily out there....Woooo scary men and freezing in here..
weeee. good morning to everyone. Hey yesterday tried to post but failed to deliver...haiz..
Was having a great time yesterday at N's brother wedding. Did help out as kendarat which carries the plates once they have finish their food. It was tiring im telling u cos ONLY 5GERLS HELP OUT!! and we have to serve almost 1000 people coming in...weeee great day im telling u..heheh
Was suprise to see that the caterer was someone i noe.Its my family caterer too.They are full of laughter..mix around wif the washing plate guys=)
Yeah got an eye on someone actually hhahah .Dont say that im desperate for guys k? Nothing wrong rite in making more frens ...So one of them asked for my no but i pass it to the other guy..heheh.All those guys i noe cos they always help out together wif this caterer.
So we stayed until the end of the ceremony and got lots of rice to tapauw back...weeee
.....Thumbs up to min, n ,dini and Mas for the help out..wish to have that fun again...
Than yesterday was half expecting a call from that someone and my wish came true...was really a suprise! didnt expect that person will called me...wuahahah was so damn happy men...from feeling tired i became more alive and cant sleep after that...
*feeling so high!*
Sick?
Help me!! I feel like im SICK AGAIN!!!
God help me i jus dont want to be sick cos i cant afford to see doctor jus for the same sickness=(
Guess i cant stay to long in this office room
1) Its to damn cold that sumtimes freezes me up.I JUS NEED TO GO OUT and SEE THE SUN!!
2) The water . HOpe they dont used tap water to make the drinks and make sure it is boiled first, cos i cant take or kena tap water as my throat will be itchy and from there my sickness will start.Sneez, flu, cough and others.
PLease dont come to me again dear sickness..I cant bear to have it again
