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smilling all the way, ms sunshine is out today to shine out to the rest..
Guess the mission that Im planning with jay is making me happy n really looking forward to it...
THe mission : Haunt for a beauty product to enhance our look and personality...aahhahaa
Yea im not kidding, we both are planning out and going for a window shopping later on.. Excited giler, it feels so great to be smilling all the way.
The reason im planning this mission is because, he wake me up after yesterday conversation.. The inner beauty in women..
Which is true, lately I have not taken care of my body and my looks and I totally neglect the things that my body are asking for and the vitamin that they requires alot. At the same time im way to exposed to the sun and ssoner or later my complexion wil be bad..SOOOOOOOO thats the reason why actions need to be taken to improve my living conditions...hehehee
First mission for today: To see a consultant and ask for advice on which products suites to our skin.. Guess if you really want to look beauty in you, u really have to spend a bit more... hahaha... but but still yg penting hati mau baik. Another alternative is to read up online for a DIY stuff... i have read up a few articles from the website and its super cool..
http://living.oneindia.in/beauty/beauty-20-minutes.html - go n read up on this website especially under the beauty n helth tips. few DIY to go along with.
hehe..im jus way to excited today.... looking forward for this mission.....
update update.... stil awake at this hour.. basically because i have been sleeping early on from 9 plus..really felt tired for the entire of this week.
ben thinking, talking, thinking, talking, working, thinking, talking and working...
missing the comfort zone..
Oh ya early on last weekend we went to mount faber... SUPER COOL i was like so the jakon, tempat gerek giler and i really love the view over there.. SUPERB..
back for a minute.... its a thursday morning.. raining start to drop...and im feeling the cold of it..
Almost done with my sample work for tmrws training.. takut bangat seh...
alrite here am i standing all alone in the desert rose feeling the thorn n pain in the heart.. for now....
hope hope hope , jus a hope no more a want... wish wish wish for dreams to come true
hmm........what should i do now???
ya ya im chilling out back to freedom........
Tuesday Morning my dearest blog...great morning to start off with. Heavy rain and thunderstorm and i could not ride my bike today=(
Quick update on whats going on in my life.
First and formost:
SPEECH DAY VIDEO IS DONE!!!! Sykur alhamdulilah i was so relieved and my stress level really drop to a certain level. Saturday was the big event, had to come down at 7am just to test out if the video really work. Im telling you, the Ps face was so not happy and hes really in the moody mode. Alhamdulilah dgn berkat doa, smagat dan kekuatan dalam diri, i managed to pull through the pain that i went through along the way.
Special Thanks to:
Nad- FOR helping me out part of the video and getting the pictures done
Jay - For giving me the support and comment on the video
Mdm Yasmin - For standing by and helping me with this video
To my dearest Shah - For lending me your laptop and getting my video done.. thank god i rescue your laptop from virus too..ehehe
Last but not least to:
My family - For understanding my the pain and hardwork dat i have been doing lately, Im sorry for not giving the attention to you guys..
After the major event, right now im left with no energy. I have wasted my two weeks of not enough rest and its affecting me right now. Getting weaker and weaker day by day.. I really need a good break to revitalise my energy....i wana go for a holiday!!! PLEASE..can someone rescue me and bring me out for a holidaysssssssssssssss...................
Btw my little bumblebee are throwing tantrums at me lately.. he knows that im not in a good mood so my little bumblebee are giving me that kind of attitude.. Yesterday was so hectic.
TIRE MOTOR PANCIT...hahaa.. tak tau kenapa boleh pancit when i jus realised only during the lunch time, my bike was wobbling and not stable. Almost fell down when i was making a left turn. phew..
back in sckool asked for a rescue. Asked the teachers if they have the bicycle pump in order to pump the tire but to bad they do not have it.. So push my bike all the way to the D&T block to use the compressor to pump in some air to the tyre.. It really look so drastic and i cant really control the bike.. ridiculous...
after all the commotion, end up the teacher lead me down to one of the motorbike workshop near changi road. Kebetulan pergi kedai heng motorshop and that guy was thre.. haha he was shocked to see yg i already bought a bike.. so afterall get my tube replaced and have to pay 12 bucks..grrr.lucky ada duit in hand if not have to withdraw the money.
well back to the drama... still going on but at times im jus cluesless and i simply do not have any answers or script to the acting..
i apologise if i tend not to be involved with all this drama.. im keeping myself low.. but for all u need to know, im always thre to give u all my support in watever u r doing..
cari la org yg terbaik buat dirimu dan bila sudah sampai waktunya,aku akan tetap menungu dah menanti keputusan mu....pilih lah yg terbaik..
hanya waktu sahaja akan menentukan masa hadapan seseorg itu.
heart u..
drama class have started again, and im getting sick of holding on the same postition and actor. i do not noe when the drama class will have a new actors and wif a new scripts.. at times i jus give up being the main actor, although i know that i can be the main victim too... may the drama end soon and i can get move on with the show.
morning!!!
today is the final dress rehersal for the speech day video..
Progression: Almost coming to an end..
Yesterday met up wif dear, was super stressed up wif video and at the same time its been long i have not met him .. had a great talk..
i was shocked when u asked me that question but dear actually there are things i need to talk to you more about our relationship... right now i cant think due to my stress level too high..
it takes two hand to clap for a relationship.. If one person is feeling hurt, the other will feel the pain too....
umur makin meningkat dan masing2 dah matang untuk berfikir mana yg baik untuk diri sendiri...
video still in the pending mode, i cant really finish up all the video, yesterday night overnight at Nad's house to finish up my video but end up the damn ulead program was giving me problem, i have to uninstall and install back the software. We really spent the night until 3am in the morning jus to edit half of the workload. Apart from that few problems we encounter:- - Insufficient of power plug cord - The laptop was running out of breathe cause two of the laptops were being used and we are like passing one another for oxygen for it to survive...hahhaa... TO dear : Thanks alot for loaning me your laptop, dont worry its still in a good condition, i really syg the laptop like the owner itself.hehee..will return to u real soon k.. I know u realy need them. Supposed to sleep right now but gues due to the inconsistent sleping time, im having a hard time to sleep cause of this speech day video. Im going crazy early on.. well eearly on manage to excape myself from the video after more then a week spending, editing and looking at it, naik jelak seh.. When to dears place to collect his charger.. Dear you look real different today. Guess you cut your hair kan ??? and you look more smarter..hehe smart mamat katakan =)...ok ok shall stop praising u now..hahaha Im going to miz the number of months having lunch wif you. Now u starting school, haiz dah takde partner to eat for lunch, boring la. SI syasya selalu meet kawan dia..hmm..well beack to alone and lone ranger for my lunch....boring... ORite deeary, to all the people starting your skool tmrw, sleep well and have a good rest...no more slacking, schol are starting, be serious ya people.. hugs and kisses* NItez.missing you..
mentally breaking down badly.. the video is killing me cause of the audio giving.. THe teachers talk way so soft and having a hard time digging my ears to listen to his speech and i already put it to a blast but its way to soft...
I jus need a companion to pull me through in doing this video.. seriously im stress out..
WHat i really need right now is a big hug from U!! yes my dearest dear out there.. and to NAD I nEED U TO COMFORT ME TOO....
damn tears are trickling down my face....im soo overstress..
arggghhhh i feel like quittitng.....
Guess here is my plan after all this project:
- Roller coaster ride wif U
- Windows Shopping wif you
- Hanging our wit my love ones and my frens
- Catching Movie
- Cycling to Pulau Ubin
- Ice Skating...
Dear sorry if lately im down with this video.. seriously, its killing me softly and im suffering inside..
2008 has not been a good start for me.. lots of up and down... staying strong to pull myself through..
Miz ur call, miz meeting u, miz everything about u...
time check : 3.55 am
Still awake figuring out about the Speech Day Video
Progression: Almost completing but i cant edit the version i did in school back at home, there is an ERROR!!! Warh!!!!.heart pain...
Comment from VP: Early on there is Speech Day Rehersal den the VP says that she do not like the font type, it looks like very old BUT damn it, it was not old at all, its retro style men...come on u people out there but its ok, taking things cool but not so cool cause i have to redo have of it...boring tau... so frustrated la....
Slack slack, boring boring, slack slack..ok find hanis is getting bored. need someone to entertain.. Hes wel asleep right now, talk to him early on jus for a while tapi dia dah tido...haiz...please cheer me up dear!!1.Gonna Miz him cause his school starting soon..
hmmm i smell fishy but im trying to put that pungent smell in my brain far away...hahhaa...HANIS STOP THINKING ABOUT ANYTHING...
dat happens to me at times when im too stress out, all the mixed feelings, head bonkers , pms and all sod of people and things that came along the way.. all this will seriously affecct me. den i will get a mood swing!!!.
hmm so far, i haven had my mood swing but only once on that saturday but i had s short mood swing for a reason.. hehehee....
dah la tak nak mood2 swing mood swing la but wat to do its part of the genes in womans mind set..hahhaa..
ok im talking crap its best to sleep now.. chatting wit my old mate right now..lama benar tak meet up dgn dorang.. fuyoo.....
ok selamat malam tuan2 dan puan2....
quote for the day:
let matter come to a rest
when you think its going to happen again
start to think about it and get moving on!!
Wee im back...sorry for not updating...
SO how am i??? Alhamdulilah been doing good but really hectic in school now...
Heres an update on wats going on in my life..
School:
Current Project - Speech Day video due less then a week.CLUELESS!!!
Receive all the materials LAST WEEK den expect me to finish up before 19th April. The BIG EVENT...im super duper stress up la..imagine u r doing video with tonnes of dialogue and pictures to add on.Seriously last year video was totally no energy at all but this time round im trying to make it more special and effects adding on....phew... pening bangat seh ...
due to this, im not feeling well lately, been having migranes and early on in school i almost fainted. I was fasting today den was supposed to take an hour video in class 4N1.. MasyAllah the classroom was so heaty and i was wearing black. After one hour of taking video, all of a sudden i was sweating and i really feel my head spinning. Macam org mabuk jalan gitu. End up i told the teachers that I cant continue cause im not feeling that well and about to faint. Nasibla dia faham
Den back to my room i really need to seat down and catch my breathe. Tried to put my head to a rest but Syasya was asking for help in the PODcasr submission. Help her settle down and i manage to take my short nap..the weather does not seem to be fine lately.. Super heaty in the morning and raining heavily in the afternoon....
5th April:
Mums BIrthday - Brought her out for Morning breakfast... Seriously dah lama tak ajak my mum keluar, im really sorry mum. I will always set aside for you every sunday to date with you k....
Bought mum a Fossil watch, almak lupa nak ambik gambar.
After asar met him to go on a survey with my bumblebee..his second day out wit the bumble beee...It was raining once i reached Parkway..alhamdulilah i reached there then it starts to downpour.. Was caught up for a while..
Todays trip was to survey the "Ah Boy" shop and get mums birthday gift... we left parkway around 6 plus and makw our way to bugis. It was near the Kelantan Lane but we drop at the wrong lane..hahaaa but there is a lot of bike shop in fact.. apa lagi the next time we asked for "HELP"..dear called his dad for enquiries and we finally found the AH BOY shop around 7 after tired of rounding near that little India... Wonder why the people dat day was trying to get near to us.. I was pretty scared..dah la jalan raya kecil den dorang buat macam road sendiri...ish2...squeeze squeeze squeeze, vroom vroom vroom and out we excape from that little india..hahahaa.. org takut bab there is a lot of indians guy and they are watching us..haha and lagi2 bike color kuning.. apa lagi.. dia favorit color too.. main attractions.. hahhaa
after which when to solat and get mums prezie...a i was late for the celebrations...im really sorry.was caught up on the road, jam and we lost our way BUT thanks to the SIGNBOARD!!! hahaha. LOOK FOR >>> PIE(Changi Airport) hahhaha...i still remembber my dad advice. "If u r lost do lok out for that direction always which turn out to be true..."
it was really a tiring day for me but had a great day but i missed the fun at home.. =(..
Oh ya back at the AH BOY SHOP...was so excited when we found out the shop but once we reached there, we were so DISSAPPOINTED SERIOUSLY...BAD SERVICE AR takde org layan,den dear was so frustrated and not him aje me too...macam alien masuk alam lain gitu...
hahhaa....den we went to the back of the shop, which the real uncle called Ah Boy was there...but yet..haiz...
Dear was really dissappointed when he asked one of the malay guys about the spare parts for his upcoming bike. dear was pointing at the example that he wanted for his bike, abeh the early guy die2 tell us, that is SUper 4 mana ada untk Spark 135....mak oi deng deng cak deng deng deng!!! nampak sangat kan dia tak tau, padahal we oready read up our enquiries...and the seller even have the cheek to say...Oh tak payah lah tukar2 ni semua, dah cantik pe motor tu...EH eh, org nys suka la, org nak tukar bukan dia...can see from dear face, he was dissappointed...
But hey dear, cheer up k, ada lain kedai we can still haunt for k, jgn putus asa. Org tu simply deng tak tau apa dia berbual!!! haha and i guess dia dah sleepy la, tka tau apa dia berbual.
Our next ttrip will be another shop that i mention to you early on which my tutee told me...we have to check it out k....
One month to go for his TP....
eh ya almost forget, end of the day with a SAMAN!! $8!!!! damn seh dekat parking bugis situ..haiz my fault la tak bawak coupon.. Dear dari siang keep asking for coupon den i start to sense ni mesti kene saman jugak...hahha and RIGHT there u go saman ticket for me on 050408....
i apologise for having that mood swing at times, its not that i wanted too but the thing is, when u start to sms people, u tend to be secretive and walk behind me...please dont do dat k. kalau nak sms, go ahead je, i wont be mad but do walk with me and jgn la terlalu often sampai ketwa sorang2..hahaha.and if u do that, hanis will start to go wondering and walk way in front..hahaa
6th April
When to jays house to start on my video, thanks jay for the ulead and windows platform1!! hahaha...dgn iza sekali i ride her back to jay's house.. SI iza was like stunned to see my bike, dia tanya why my bike exhaust super big. Den i say, mana ada its still the old one, dreaming la tu pompan.. jay nya rumah macam gitu jugak but terlalu besar best bangat.Luckily she leave nearby tampines mart...
Weeee bumblee bee have a great outing so far...
to dearest dear: never give up hope in everything that you that. No matter what, you will always have my support.. im right here all by ur side.. jgn perna putus asa. if there is a will there will always be a way out to your sollution....
Seeing u smile on ur face is the greatest thing in my life..
weeee....its an April Fool Day today and i get an April Fool Joke smack right into my face...damn the students.. hahaha..I was super busy n frustrated wif work and the student profile.. BUTTTTTTT..............apart from that I was way too excited caused he passed his prac 8 today!!!
Congrats Dear.. u did it Well enough!!!TP is Coming up on 8th May!!! Counting Down to the
biggest day in May!!!*weeeeeeeee*
