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Heygerls n guys...Im back again after along HIATUS..
Hmm..been hearing people groaning n grumbling asking where i have been too n missing for so long..
Well first of all really sorry for not updating my blog due to my tight schedule of working.SO heres an update of my life after a long break from blogging..
Here we go...
- HAve ended my 3 months training and currently being schedule to a permanent secondary school somewhere near East. Well wont mention the school name. So far i have been working there for a month. Life have been good so far as i can go back for my lunch and its only a few stops away...haha.. Lucky me. Still have a long year to go for my stay in that school. The students, i find them quite alright but some are simply mischevious and really hard for me to handle at times especially the lower sec. I cant imagine how my class going to be this coming Friday as i have to teach the Sec 1's..Overall the work performance are manageable n the teachers are frenly even some of them trys to match make mee.. haha .Thats really ridiculous as my stay over there was not even a month during that time =)..So far been enjoying my stay over here and i simply love my job however the sad thing is out of 7 of us from TTT program, 3 have left this job. It was really sad as the 3 of them were really close to us n without them we simply could not make ourself happy as usually .
The first time i was posteed to school, seriously each n everyone of us broke down as we are not use to be all alone in a lab room doing stuff and no one around u to disturb n make ur day. As time move on, we all manage to overcome the fear and feelings that we had which almost last for a week or two.Its simply ridiculuous to think back that we broke down even when we are working but that is part of working life. At times u have to be alone to make things happen.
Soooooo..theres part of my storyline in my working environment..
How bout myself? Any Updates....
Weelll... hmm guess im missing alot of people. ESPECIALLY MY SEC SKOOL MATE..eh eh mana seh korang gi , asal dah lama menyepikan diri. aku cuma in touch wif faz n iza. ROZI MALA!! mana korang gi . walaupun sibuk ngan kerja or school work, at least meet up lah gerls. Faz i know u plan to go out this coming national day but the thing is are the rest of the gerls able to make it tak ?? hahaa tu lah soalan cepu mas aku..
INsyaAllah one day we gonna meet up k..
LAst month have been a hectic month, break down, n problematic months. been having lots of problems that i simply could not handle it at al. I simply feel like giving up but i told myself that if im able to prove it and do it, why not i jus proceed. some party may be hurt or may not even bother...im not being selfish but jus that things need to be clear up. TRying my best not to think about it but i cant simply do it.. damn ar !! Trying my best to clear things. When things u didnt expect it to happens, it will jus take place eventually..
No matter wat im jus enduring wif things going around me until its time for me go.....
i dont wish to think, i dont wish to know, i dont wish things could turn out this way n i simpl wish that i could only turn back time..
