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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
11:30 PM

hey diary!! miss u so much been busy as usual hectic wif schedule n exams.Being a teacher can be fun at all times but STRESS too. PLan to con NIE but see how things work out if I am able to manage things out that i can consider else stay put as IT trainer. TEachers get to enjoy more privilage compared to us IT trainer. *sob sob* but I never regret joining this job as i gain knowledge and learnt on how to conduct a proper lesson to a group of 40 students. It is not easy at all I tell you You have to adapt n learnt at the same time on how to conduct a proper an effective lesson. If you fail to deliver, your lesson wont go that well.

Till now i jus feel that im in my dream world. I did not expect that my dream to become a teacher turn out to be a reality. The feeling was so great=)...

oh yah need to go for another round of my lesson in order to get 1 lesson done. fuyoo it was not easy as i thought to be but when u get the chop you will feel more confidence and perseverance .go hanis go hanis..u can do it.. weee

orite gotta go.missing you cause my heart still falls for u.
selamat malam org kranji, punggol, tampines and the rest....


Saturday, September 09, 2006
3:57 AM

*updates updates*

im back again for more of an update.
Well currently the schools are having their Sept holidays and I myself do not have any holidays at all!!! Not fair seh. Came back every day from monday to fri with makeup classes and assist the competition students with their work . kind of tiring but they simply make my day. the students were kind enough to stay back wif me till 6pm else i will be all alnoe in that room and its far away from the general ofice in case anythings happen...hahha...scary though at times.

ya their sept holidays have ended and it was a success for me too. I have understand on how to use Cprogramming but i jus needs lots of practise in it. Looking at m students solving my complicated qns was a great deal. they manage to do it though . it was like this morning i set the qns not even i myself try it out but they themself came out wif the program. Bravo.....it was super cool i jus need to read through their codes though .

As for the action script n animania im having kinda of big headache. too competition at one go and im yet to find out wats next for their activities. super hard tau if they dont noe how to move on. if they depend on me all the way to guide through, i wil be having a serious headache. i need to get my classes to end soon den i can concentrate on them give me 3 weeks and im done with the it enrichment classes. fuyoo.

thats completely totally about work. truly madly deeply on work..hahah

been feeling kinda strange lately.

noe i hurt u but i could not afford to lead u.though u may seem orite but deep down inside, u have a cut.who cares on my part i feel hurt but do u noe how it feels like to be in 2 position at one go .it was wise to choose that option out cause all i want to see is happiniess in all of us.though at the back of my mind it still remind me of the past . .


missing u U u u ..yes u ...truly u