Saturday, December 03, 2005
11:01 PM
it has been a long time i keep it to myselfim afraid to tell anyone cos i fear that i never get the answer that i have long been waiting for im not brave enough to take the first step i always have the idea that its not the time or maybe im jus dreaming on ...i may seem to look cheerful on the outside but deep inside my heart and mind, im having a tough decision how i wish i could do it easily but i failed..how i wish u` could understand wat im going throughhow i wish i could stay away from u`how i wish i didnt talk to u`how i wish i didnt not met u` how i wish schools can be even better than thishow i wish time wont pass by fast how i wish i could be truthful to myself how i wish my dreams will come true how i wish i could heart u`how i wish ......