Hi to all whose reading my blog. Sorry for not updating for the past few days, my internet connection at home is down. Jus hate it men. INstall how many times but it still cant work...ARGHHH.....
WEll been feeling moody lately tak tau kenapa seh....haiz....
Yesterday went to meet up wif azam, at first i felt awkward n reluctant to meet him. His having dikir competition yesterday so jus drop by and watch the show. Pelik seh and teh rest of his fren is SO LOUD N BIG SIZE!!! i felt like a little kids surrounded by giants around me...hehhe. At first i jus board the bus and sat quietly without a sound. I was being sarcastic in front of him...haha its me so no one can stop me from doing that. But sometimes i feel bad but no matter how i jus do it cos i was bored n i jus feel like it to bully him...ho ho ho
than reach the cc i pray hard that i will not saw anyone but to my surprise MY COUSIN WAS THER!!!! SHUCKS AR I WAS SO SHOCK!!! EVRYONe was looking at us and he was shock too to see me wif my cousin. Yeah rite i was shoot wif a lot of qns and i jus go yah yah yah....hahhhaa..
Actually my cousin guy did take part in the dikir too wat a coincidence seh....haiz...but it was fun...
Went back alone took cab and money provided by him, he need to stay cos he still have meeting and the result is not out yet. I GUESS it ends at 9.30 the competition. He msg me telling that their group won 2 place!! Congrats to them cos i find their group did well together wif the awok2, tukang karut and sewaktu dgn nya....hahhha
after the whole day meeting and studying at the same time, my mind somehow feel uneasy. theres lot of question in my mind and i jus simply could not answer them...I haven set my 2005 resolution but yesterday meeting him was my first daring step...hehehe....
hmm but im jus afraid to be involve in this matter, tak tau kenapa seh. I jus feel so scared and uncomfortable. Maybe im not too open wif my mum to talk about this thing or am i jus paying more attention on studies??? haiz....
Currently in skool rite now. TOtally slack today and later in the afternoon ada tuition.. ARGH i jus dont feel like going cos im totally feeling down arini. tak tau asal seh!!!!
Can someone help me please???....