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Monday, May 10, 2004
7:55 PM

Matair??Ish3

Actually arini si Ahmad nak suruh aku temankan dia gi "kampung dia". At first i was wondering apa tu kampung, haha.MAklumlah Singapore mana ada kampung lagi, jadi aku blur for a minute..Chat2 ngan N baru aku percaya yg kampung still exits pat Hougang, pat newspaper ada keluar bout this kampung.Hahha stak karat seh Hanis, news pasal ni pun mcm mana kau boleh miss seh : )..Than i recalled back the day when Ahmad ask for help in NMM dia ada bawa gambar, back than i recalled the kampung that he was refering too cos ada one of this picture he took long time..Gud memory u Have there :)
K ar plan nak ikut sekali semuanya tak jadi,aku dah bad mood n my mum ask me to follow her antar card, dah lah malas seh aku naik jelak dibuatnya n some more the weather is damn hot, tak brani nak keluar..Limit she went alone wif my Wak..
So stayed at home, muka bingit ar but manage to clear up the place for forks n spoon tan chill for a while after than when to tuition..

As usual meet up wif Ahmad, the moment i meet him until we reach our tuition place, i keep listening to his story. Yesterday he went to hard rock Cafe n it was really happening. The way he told me the story its like,"Woah Lah Ahmad cam hero ar save org yg tngh muntah"ehkeke.. Kembang tekak aku dgr dia nya cerita pasal muntah semua...
AHmad actually happening org dia dulu but now dia dah insaf ar no more drinking as yesterday nite he didnt touch beer at all, but who noes???

Its a fortunate for me to meet a fren like him, we are like best buddy mcm faiz n N, eversince i enter poly, tis is my first time, chilling out wif a guy.. But so far no feeling for him ar, kalau boleh aku tak nak pasal aku nak maintain our relationship as best buddy where we can go through up n down together...
tapi on the way to tuition, Ahmad nampak Zaid sedara jauh si Mac, dia mati2 suruh aku jgn toleh pasal si Zaid ni nanti ngadu pat MAc...

Hey Com'n i have the right to go out wif any body!!! aku tak suka org nak report strength pat Mac pasal ni semua, rimas seh aku. Mac sekarang aku dah terus terang pat dia yg status kita stakat SINGLE!!! After that day, he was like MIA tak nak layan aku ,rabak kan ada manusia mcm gini... Tats the reason now, i always tell myself that dont ever fall for a guy blindly n tell the truth until u r mentally prepared, hahahha...Nak buat perangai jgn pat sini ar, aku tak kacau kau, n kau jgn kacau aku..

Tapi si Rock kawan Ahmad ingatkan kita ni ada "sumting" going on. As Mat told me that aku dah buntu nak ckp apa, tapi in my mind i stay clear from him n treat him as my best buddy tu je, even tadi saw abg Azmi dia cakap kita ni matair, i TOTALLY PROTEST AR....dis is really a damn headache ting cos i do not want this ting to break my frenship with Ahmad. I really treasure our frenship, i do hope no more of this cos i really have enough, SO STOP DISTURBING ME N LET ME DO WAT I WANA DO!!!