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Friday, May 14, 2004
9:39 PM

HAppy At first, Frustrated back At home....

That is what im feeling today.....Arini dah promise with Ahmad to meet him up to collect my pay n follow him go Far East....As usual i was late meeting him , real sori yah cos bus lambat ar.Damn SBS ALWAYS LATE!!!!! SO i did told him to bring alonc his 5 years old cousin so that it wont be too weird having me n him only. Follow him up to fetch fadly....Happpy to see his cousin, he was damn cute n very talkative. As usual he kinda afraid to talk too me, but so far he get along with me, i really adored small kids as im use to entertain them, hahha(ada tokoh jadi babysister:)).
So we make our trip to Far East took 518 ver there and its my first experience taking bus to go there. Quite orite with it, but after that my head spinning....Upon reaching there Ahmad ask me to bring him to HMV cos he doesnt really noe where is heeren actually, lucky im use to this place so kinda noe a bit, hahha...He bough his reggae cd that is Bob Marley. WOnder why he had fallen in love with this reggae guy, hahah...after that make a trip to KFC cos we all are starving. Really spent alot of time at KFC cos Ahmad had to fed Fadly n his taking a long time, hhehee but me really enjoy his companion : )
Next up pergi sembahyang Asar than cont our journey to Far East again....Ahmad shop for some clothes n me keep entertaining Fadly, real FUN!!!(*stop praising him men*..So after Ahmad grab his shirt my turn to shop but actually me too no idea wat to shop. Jus walk around n found thia beg, so grab it...heheh dead if my mum noe it....Well actually its kinda hard for me too shop for stuff wif guys unless i went out wif my gerfren...Tan make a trip back n Ahmad too change his mood all of her sudden cos of his "gerlfren"...Keep calling n pestering him, Haiz why cant u tell the truth that u dont like her attitude men!!! WHo cares its u that are suffering....
BY the time 6.30 my mum start to call n when tis start, i jus hate it cos i noe that no one at home and i surely needed back than...
Inoe that i was oready late by chill out lah Mother!!!!I jus wana enjoy today cos yest spend the whole day painting n today i need a break....WHY CANT MY SIBLINGS HELP ME OUT IN THE HOUSEHOLD CHORES!!!! i really feel frustrated with all of them... Especially their wedding is drawing neare n I AM THE ONE DOING THE WORK WITOUT ANY HEELP FROM MY SIBLINGS!!! Aku bingit AR!!!!. KORANG yg nak khawin aku yg jadi mangsa pat rumah buat keje...EWHat u guys tink that u guys have grown up , u can slack all the way not helping me n my mum. I just feel that im being too tied up with this household work, Real FRUST SEH!!! habis mak kau marah tadi after balik rumah....Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii jus cant understand men, always me kene blame....WHEN CAN I GET MY OWN LIFE...HELo im turning 19 OREADY!!! PLease dont be too selfishn always tink bout ur own n not the rest!!! CInderella pun tak seteruk mcm ni......Arghhhhhh reall piss off to end my day is this manner....